重播Feb 09, 2010

如果天是灰的 如果爱还留着
是不是你的手 就还会牵着
你就像是白色 覆盖着我们所有颜色
心还空白色
我不经意 走到了这
而幸福却已走散了
从前的难过的 快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了
又想起你了 是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着

原来从慢慢的 在爱里蜿蜒着
画下胸口的热 那叫做歌手
重逢播放的歌 是我们遇见的那一刻
是否也会让你 难过了
我不经意走到了这
谁结束了我们的歌
从前的难过的 快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了
又想起你了 是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着

(为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了)
(又想起你了 是因为那首歌)
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 并没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着

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SEOWTING is lazy to transfer her secondary school pictures from her phone to her lappy. SEOWTING keeps forgetting to bring camera and take pictures with her new colleagues. SEOWTING will try her very best to remember to bring camera tomorrow and take pictures with her colleagues. (:

 

 

Decisions,Feb 05, 2010

Well, well, well, should i officially quit kbox ? Or should i dont officially quit first ? Who knows ? Maybe when school starts, i'll go back to kbox and work ? Even if being honest may let me lose my kbox job, but i have to be frank, i've got another job. At jurongpoint, Lai Lai Family Restaurant, the one selling beef noodles at basement.

Yesterday was my second day. It was definitely better than first day. At least, i was able to be more talkative and playful. XD And, i've met many many new people. Thanks to rita for the job offer. Slowly, im getting used to the weight of the tray and the heat of the bowl. Which is a good thing. (: I think, slowly, i'll get used to the working environment too.

Oh. By the way, monday was my first day and i saw daven.

Plus, diet ruined. Argh. Shitty me.

Come, come. Motivate me to lose weight. :D

Missing,Feb 03, 2010

Hellooo. Previously, i had a dream about my ex. In my dream, we were a couple. Dont know why, i kept running and he kept chasing. Dream always make no sense. -.- But, do i really miss him so much ? How can i dream of him when i didnt even think of him ? Moreover, its about 3 years ago and it lasted for 3 days only.. How far can it lead to ? Ah ~ Whatever.

Was suffering insomnia recently. Thought of many things.. I wonder, what if the 4 of us are still together now. I miss, my secondary school life, the people, the teachers. Argh. Memories always seem to be so beautiful.

From now on, i'll try to post some of my secondary pictures. (:

 

Eh.. I think joelynn will kill me for posting the crazy, chocolate lips picture. =x

(:

 

Its so hot and heavy. Yet, i have no choice but to continue.

Rotting,Jan 31, 2010

Oh.. Almost everyday, LIEW SEOW TING is rotting at home. Drama, forum, online. -.- However, yesterday went to watch The Spy Next Door with iyswari.

THE SPY NEXT DOOR stars Jackie Chan as Bob Ho, an undercover CIA superspy who decides to give up his career in espionage to settle down with his next-door neighbor and girlfriend, Gillian (Amber Valletta). But Bob has one more mission to complete before Gillian agrees to marry him: winning over her three opinionated kids. When Gillian suddenly has to leave town, Bob volunteers to babysit the children so he can earn their approval. But when one of the kids mistakenly downloads a top-secret formula from his computer, Bobs archenemy, a Russian terrorist, moves in for the attack, forcing Bob to juggle the roles of spy and prospective stepfather in the most challenging mission of his career!

Not too bad. Its a nice movie. Is just that, im so guilty now. Cause i ate that super sinful nachos all by myself. T.T Argh.. Where are my freaking determination and motivation to lose weight ? Its really time for me to drag somebody to accompany me exercise already. Whatever it is, next movie will be Tooth Fairy. XD [ & i'll continue to eat that sinful nachos. ]

Oh and, i wonder when's the enrolment day. Hahas. Am just too excited to start school. Because, i MISS studying veryyyyyyy much !

Ah.. Really have no idea what to blog about. But, i have 2 overdue pictures to post now. (:

Stick back,Jan 28, 2010

Okae.. So.. Yesterday went to check whether am i eligible for business adminstration. But oh well, im not. So.. Yar. Eh.. Hotel & leisure facilities management also not bad lah.. Eh.. Though i dont like structure and fabric, but i can force myself to love it what.. It's always good to learn new things. :D I'll try to psycho myself to love it.

 

Look under my profile ! Hahas ! At least, i can change " Hong kah secondary school " to " Singapore polytechnic, Hotel & leisure facilities management ". (:

 

Oh yar !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TEO RUI LING AND DAVEN LIN !

Knock my head, HARD.Jan 27, 2010

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC

HOTEL & LEISURE FACILITIES MANAGEMENT

Argh. Should i be happy or sad ? Why give me this course when i want business adminstration ?! Yes, in the beginning, i did have some interests in this course for as it is somehow related to tourism. I'll be able to interact with happy people in holiday mood. And i like it. But then, im convinced that business adminstration might be a better choice for me. Like, i can choose modules to focus on in my third year.

SO.. I placed these 2 courses within my 12 choices. And freak, they give me hotel & leisure facilities management ! And, i was stupid enough not to check what modules i'll be taking. Just went to see, they got, structure and fabric !

Structure and Fabric

Gives students an understanding of elementary building construction, renovation and refurbishment of low rise buildings, including the materials, the structural elements, the architecture components and finishes. Students will learn the different forms of building construction with the use of drawings and apply this understanding to construction, renovation and refurbishment work to buildings.
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Kill me lah. Totally have no interest in this module. T.T
Argh. Yes, i got into the poly that i want. Am thinking whether to appeal or not. =/
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Oh and, im jobless again. Worked in a particular company for not even 1 day and i resigned. The colleagues there were like, living in their own world. My legs were breaking. There were not much customers - boring.
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Alright, shall go and think about my future.
Byebye.

Not meant to be.Jan 24, 2010

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh, it's like

Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh

It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby that we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe that we're not meant to be

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Well, well, well. Recently i've been rather negative. But luckily, i have some people to turn to. Friday, i didnt go home. I just dont want to sleep and i just dont feel like going home. I stayed at jurongspring. At first huihui came to accompany me. And then, she went home. Sze hui came. She accompanied me for hours. Sitting outside mac, chatting. Till around 5am, i accompanied her to eat mac while waiting for jialing to come. Then jialing came. Went out with jialing.

 

But aha ! At least i'm feeling much more positive now. At least, the feeling of despair never haunts me anymore. So yupp, thanks a trillion to Ting Hui Hui, Koh How kar, Sim Jia Ling, Er Kok Yong and Uncle Sze Hui ! :D Despite me keep repeating my situation, they never stop giving my advices, accompanying me and lending me their listening ears. I really appreciate that. (:

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Oh well, i think, the posting is coming out soon ! Aww. Super excited. Cant wait to know which poly and course i'll get into. XD

 

Byeeeeeeeee !

 

What a day,Jan 16, 2010

Yesterday supposed to eat dinner with cai sia at jurong point. Then, ended up she accompanied me to orchard to do something. Spent very long at the shop and hence we ate late dinner instead. From paragon, we headed to ngee ann city and found that there's no pepperlunch there. And both of us were like, super hungry and we were craving for pepperlunch. Ultimately, we headed to far east plaza for wanton noodles. I would say that the wanton noodles were very, very delicious. However, after a bowl of wanton noodles, a small bowl of soup and a cup of milk tea, both cai sia and i were KO-ed. Our tummies were obviously visible and we felt like vomiting.

 

 

 

To LING CAI SIA,

Very sorry for making you walk so long. Despite you were starving and your hurting foots, you still accompanied me walk here, walk there. I'm so freaking in love with you can. :D

A day with them,Jan 13, 2010

Hello. Went to kbox with qian ru and mei qi. Xiao qian came to find me too. Then, li fah joined us to eat dinner.

 

Until now, i still havent decide which course to choose. But i know that, i dont want courses related to science and engineering. And and, i want np or sp. Thats all. Hahas.

 

Aha ! The ice-cream phoney family. :D

Pink- Qian ru.

White- Mei qi.

Blue- Seow ting.

 

Should i go work ? Or should i rest ? I dont know. T.T

 

SEOWTING is being optimistic now. :D

知足.Jan 12, 2010

After a good night sleep, im feeling much more positive today. At least, i did pass my o level. (:

 

But, i would still like to say something here..

 

To my english oral examiners,

Whether or not, be it your shitty attitude or my retarded speech, i still want to curse you for being so rude to me. Perhaps you gave me a pitiful low mark. Shit you. Oh and, may retribution bless on you. (:

 

To that biased frog yesterday,

Not even one word of encouragement. How great is the level of you being biased to sec5 n(A) students. I'm NOT proud of you being my ******. Eeyer. Make people malu only.

 

Hahas. Enough of all the above craps. The conclusion is, i've learnt what is 知足. (:

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