Hello. Finally have the mood to post something here. Guess nobody is reading this already. But who cares.
Finished all my papers. And i would say that for this MST, i really wont do well. I even thought of skipping today's paper. It seems like, im no longer the seowting that can study, memorise and score well for any test or exam. Im no longer that girl. What happened to my brain ? I dont want to disappoint anyone. I promise i will study hard next term. I will try my very best not to be late for lesson or even skip school.
And.. Jac ho passed away. Remember tuesday, mr ong asked us to go MLT1 after our paper for a short briefing. So after the paper, went to MLT1, and heard about her death. I was really, really, really shocked. Everyone entered MLT1 with a happy mood and left MLT1 crying or feeling depressed. That day, i still hope that the next day, they will ask us to gather in MLT1 again, and jac ho will walk in and surprise us. She will be saying, " JUST KIDDING ! "
But no.. They didnt. Though the media reported about her death. And everybody was tweeting about her, but the fact didnt sink in until yesterday, when i saw her lying there. Then i accepted that fact that, she's gone, forever.
We havent go her house to play. She hasnt finish teaching topic 3. I havent ask her about her life in states. She wont be the one returning our test papers and saying we did a good job.
I still can picture her smiling, laughing, teaching and all. I still remember how she sounds like. I still remember myself being late for 1 hour for her lesson and the first thing she said when she saw me walking in was, " OH. HELLOOO. GOOD MORNING. " When school reopens, things will never be the same. I wont be able to see her on every wednesday.
Thanks for everything, ms jac. You will live in my heart forever, Rest in peace.